Post of thoughts.

What will you do if everything just keeps coming and coming around and you dont know what the hell you are doing here, without your loved ones, family or friends or so? If you are in my position now, face what im facing now, you will be no longer able to say such priceless judgements like this. People are struggling to find their happiness but how many of them really understand what is called happiness. They think oh, we need to be happy, but have no idea what to do to be happy, even if they know what they have to do, they wont do. How weird is it! Oh, It's not my type I must say.

Sorry but i have to tell you that i dont want to live dependently, on anyone and on anything. Dont tell me such things as finding the rich guys is trendy today cause It gives me the creeps honestly! Answer me, are you really feeling comfortable spending other's money for your own things? Are you loving him or his money? You claim that most of people thinking that way. Oh, so what? The majority is going that way, so you should go that way as well? Oh my dior you just have this life to live, pls wake up and dont waste your heart! Save it for the right one! Dont price your heart cheap!

To be continued, pls dont say to me it's impossible to find a job here. Pls dont. Dont let me down in the dumps! I dont want to hear anything of such kind of things anymore. Keep your chin up and look at the bright side ok? I'm just tired of all complaints people make days to days. You are scared of not getting a job, so pls hit the books! If worse comes to worst, there will be another door open for you. Never lose faith in life. Just give it a shot, hang in there and you'll see.

This post is short cause I want to write more for you but as you know, deadlines are chasing everyone and we have no choice but meet it. My life is not simple and full of happiness as you think, but I have no choice also but be happy! I realize I love Singapore more than I think I do so I choose to stay with it. I know Im challenging myself here cause its so much easier for me to live in my home country but sometimes its no reason for the taste! You love it as because you love it! Dont prove right or wrong. Being right or wrong is meaningless in life, I just choose what to believe, believe and do what I believe, following my heart and brain. Dont forget to take BOTH of them along with you! Nah!

Time for music now! Take it easy for a while ok! I'm so into Jazz when I need some music for working. Is Jazz your cup of tea? ;)

Enjoy!
-Zany.